The Ostentatious Secret Garden

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Lala

Filmed for today's module again. The whole class went to visit this supposedly haunted block in Woodlands, block 852. I was quite shock to see that the whole block is vacant, and even the windows are sealed. Too bad we couldn't explore further because the place is locked.

Took some pictures while filming at Causeway Point. Such a long time since I lost posted any pics.

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Sunday, November 26, 2006

Emo, again?

Mony will be reaching my place in approximately an hour's time or so, and I am feeling emo and bored, so I shall blog to distract myself.

On Friday, I took the indie way home via 855(like old times), and the long trip home got me thinking alot..alot, but no, even after so much thinking, I still haven't figured out what I should do. Met my cousins and aunt and uncle at Sakae Sushi, but I had no appetite for dinner, so I called Steve to talk. Feels good to have someone to talk to, but I felt well, worse after chatting cos' more problems came bombarding my mind. So, I opted for retail therepy to help me clear my mind a little. Bought two tops from Gap, 2 belts, one from Levi's, and the other from A|X, and another top from Forever 21 at Vivo City.

Played with my little cousins on Saturday and Today actually. I thought they would be a nuisance, but they proved me wrong. They are cute really, and my male cousin who's only like Primary 3 looks soooo much better and good looking than I last remembered. Lol, lucky classmates who get to see him everyday.

Erm..I had no appetite yesterday so I didn't eat anything the whole day, and I probably PROBABLY won't either today. But there's a chance I might because when I am with Mony, my appetite grows. LOL.

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Keita appeared in my room at 1:48 PM
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Friday, November 24, 2006

Are you horny?

THANKS MONY AND TIMMY FOR SENDING ME HOME YESTERDAY because I was thinking too much into something and got scared for some unnecessary reasons.

Went down to look for Mon and gang at NP yesterday. Poor thing, they were doing their project, and if you think that doing 15 slides of powerpoint presentation in RP is bad, try theirs, they did like 50++ slides. Madness! But then again, we make ppt slides every single day.. Aiye, either way, its bad.

So anyway, Mony wanted to go to the FMS block to submit her MC, so Timmy and I accompanied her. That block is freaky, and it is rumoured to be haunted because alot of people committed suicide there, and many have had ghostly encounters there before. We didn't get to see anything however because it was only like 7++pm, and its not isolated enough for the ghosts to come out I guess. Then Steve fuckign busted me for not asking me to go explore NP at night when he knows I like these thrills. NB.

Left at around 9++pm and went down to Holland V for dinner at Subway. I kinda like that stretch and it reminds me of Hong Kong and Bangkok. In the bus on the way home, we started talking about ghosts again. So yea, now you know why I am afraid to go home, especially when there is a big fucking mirror in my condo's elevator.

Oh yea, and I found this piece of paper of me dissing Sharen Teo for trying to ruin Mony and my life in school back in sec 3(if i am not wrong). Apparently she didn't succeed, I mean, hello! Its Sharen Teo, the STD contracted girl! Who will take her words for real anyway. Lol, but its kinda fun to read something that I've written long ago and think back a little.

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Mony came down to look for me today~ Chao halfway because more than half of my classmates went home, and I thought, what the hell, I shall go back too. lala~

10 random things I am thinking about now.
1. I wanna pee now
2. Should I go to the toilet now?
3. Or should I finish posting this entry before going?
4. Its seriously urgent!
5. Steve is a bastard who is fucking cocked up.
6. Yes, I am damn happy.
7. Potatoes with bacon tastes good.
8. Oh no, my 3 young cousins(8,5,3 yrs old) are staying over for a few days.
9. No peace! But quite fun la.
10. I am seriously going to the toilet now.

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

OreO

I am freezing in the sun and burning in the rain..

Ya, my Itunes and Ipod is fucked up, so I feeling super pissed. Cb.

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Boo!

I went to school and went back home before even stepping into class. I was on my way to school, and my eye turned red. So i thought, nevermind, no one will notice, and I don't want to miss classes anymore. How the hell did I know that the condition will worsen so much the momen I checked my eye out in the toilet at my class level. I had no choice but to go home. CB, wasted trip.

You have no idea how nostalgic I felt. I miss you, seriously. If you were here with me..

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Monday, November 20, 2006

Birthday bash

I have lots to write down, but I'd rather not.

In any case,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MONY!

Couldn't wish her on time over my blog cos I was at her place laughing and celebrating like mad on Saturday. Lol, love ya!~ =)

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:17 AM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

Influential

EDIT

I suddenly have the urge to write this. Went to town with Rachel, and after stopping by Kino for a while, she went to do her facial while I went back home. I could have taken the train back home which is faster and way more convenient, but I chose the indie way, and that is to take 143 whcih will make one big big round before stopping by Harbourfront. But I like the bus ride because I've always liked riding on double decker buses, besides, it gave me time to contemplate about ltos of stuff while staring at the passing cars and buildings.

I was listening to Ai No Katachi, and I just realised how much Keita touched my life. I know how cheesy and ludicrous it sounds. How can someone whom I've never known at all mattered to me at all!? He is more than the ordinary singer and idol, I see him as my role model and I turn to him and his voice for consolation at times. Of course, I have my besties and I love them, and I know they'll always be there for me, but you know, there are times when a person is emo-ing, and at such moments, we'll just trap ourselves in this impenetrable world, all caught up in our train of thoughts. At least that's how I feel. It is at such times that I need Keita's voice the most. I would want to hear him sing.

My liking for him has gone beyond skin-deep. It's not just about appearance now, its the way he thinks, the way he react to situations that influences me.

Of course, that's all still idolising and such. Whao, I would love to meet him man. If he's like my brother or something, that'll be damn damn cool. At least then, I will have a real close brother who can give me advices instead of those 2 lil bastards at home who keeps irritating me every now and then.
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Yes, I've succeeded in making Steve like my kind of song. I let him listen to Keita's song, Michishirube the other day, and the night before last, he was suddenly asking me to hum the tune over the phone and he got kinda excited when I said that I'll send him. Now, Singyi is just an influential girl eh?

The next few days are gonna be busy. Going to uh..seisha(?? however you spell it) in some place at Arab Street. Saturday, WOOT, its Mony's birthday!! I can't wait for it!!! Sunday, doing filming for Mony. Yes yes, finally, my weekends are booked and I can stop stoning at home in front of the PC, TV, and what not.

I am distracted now. By Steath that is playing on the screen, by my own train of thought, by my cramps, and anything else there is. I can't blog properly. Maybe I shouldn't publish this post since its so redundant. Aye, nevermind.

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Keita appeared in my room at 1:37 PM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Blocked nose, mucus!!

Shit, I keep having blocked nose and running nose every morning and night. Steve said its some harmless illness. Grrr, I hate it when I have blocked nose especially!

Though I know that its never gonna happen again, and it should be time I give up that childish and ridiculous thought. But I can't help it. You know I can't.

So like I've mentioned before, I got my hair permed, but I still can't get use to the waves. It feels weird before I can't comb my hair, and I have to wake up an hour earlier every morning to wash. blow dry and style my hair. What a bother! I used to hate washing my hair. I know, yes yes, I am a filthy lil bitch, but that's only because my hair takes so long to dry! However now, I can't wait to get into the bathtub and get my hair wet!! Grr...

Tatta Hitotsu No Koi is getting better with every episodes. woot! I can't wait for the 6th episode~

Ok, shall go and enjoy my show right now. Tata!

TAKE CARE MONY!!!! AND STEVE, DON'T FRET!

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:14 AM
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Monday, November 13, 2006

Journey to the west

Didn't go to school today because my eye was sore AGAIN. I totally don't want to miss chool again la! I really shouldn't have skipped so many lessons in the first 2 weeks. Regret!

Anyway, I got my hair permed yesterday. Yes, laugh people, laugh. I don't know whether I looked better with my straight hair or with the curls now. But I definitely can't get use to the new hair, and its very very high maintainence. Now I know how you feel Mony!!

I think I'm gonna do the colour and highlight like next week or the week after next.

And just a brief update on Fri and Sat. Friday, met Mony, Char, Steve and bla bla, the gang in town and we went to this Turkish shop at Far East. I never knew there's such an interesting eatery in a place full of twits like Far East Plaza. Played pool at Far East Shopping Centre and shared cab with Mony.

Saturday, met Sabby and Nitha at Dover station and went to this fair at some college. Full of caucasians and cute little kids. I know how I've always said how kids are fucked-up annoying pests, but the caucasians kids are just, cute. Lol, contradiction. Made Steve came down to PS join us(Mony, Tim and me)and had fun, joy and laughter. Cabbed back to my place later. And, well, let's just say something happen that night.

Oh, Chariot, your golden wheels are walking down upon this place...

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Keita appeared in my room at 11:26 AM
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Thursday, November 09, 2006

Survey time!

I shall do the survey I got from Mony's blog to kill some time in class.

1. Are you photogenic?
Hell no. Look at my photos and you'll know.

2. What time do you go to bed?
Eh, it depends. Usually around 11pm-12am

3. What was the last thing you did before this?
Listening to the faci say something about profit and loss.

4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
Mony and Steve.

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
Either none or Mony.

6. What's on your mind right now ?
"my eyes is painful, fuck that!"

7. Which do you prefer? American idol or Singapore idol?
I want Dr 90125

8. With whom do you have the most fun?
Mony, Steve, MX, eh...let me think...

9. Which movie do you wanna watch now?
Eh, none.

10. When was the last time you went out? Who did you go out with?
Yesterday, with myself to check up on something at Kino

11. What do you hate the most for now?
my mother. long story.

12. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
schooling, shopping, reading having fun.

13. Colors that make you happy ?
huh? colours dont make me happy. MONEY does.

14. Favourite thing/s in your room ?
my w-inds stuff.

15. Miss someone?
yes, alot alot alot alot alot actually.

16. Plan to buy something?
yes, all the time.

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
no. not really.

18. Do you like seafood?
yes, who can resist tasty seafood?!

19. Breakfast or dinner?
breakfast. dinner makes me fat.

20. Do you like chocolates?
eh, Kinder Breuno

21. Do you have a laptop?
yes, thats what I am using to do this survey.

22. What's your favorite fast food?
Macs?

23. Cats or dogs?
no animals for me thanks. the last time i remember, i killed all my goldfishes.

24. Salty or sweet?
sweet

25. Urban or rural?
URBAN. Rural like wearing coconut shells and grass running amok in the woods? No thanks.

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
uh huh, yes.

27. Are you athletic?
Hohoho, does shopping all the time makes me athletic?

28. Favourite bands for now?
wth, like you don't already know. w-inds.

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
yes and no. it got fucking confiscated when I had quarrel with my mum.

30. What do you wear to bed?
my pajamas.

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
URG. PUH-LESE!!

32. Coke or pepsi?
coke. pepsi tastes funky.

33. Sugar or spice?
eh? for?

34. Can you use chopsticks?
who cant?

35. Do you care about getting good grades?
yes.

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
all the time, ive lost count.

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
ask parents for money la.

38. Is your mom strict?
not strict, but ridiculous and fucked up.

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
no

40. Do your parents trust you?
no, they wont even trust with their wallets.

41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
is this a trick question. Of course not! Only idiots will answer yes.

42. Does your best friend gets on your nerves?
Lol!! nopenopenopenopenope i can continue typing..nopenopenopenopenope...

43. Do you make friends quickly?
Uh, moderately I guess. Never quickly.

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
fuck, no!

45. What do you and your parents fight about most?
every single thing

46. If you love someone and he/she rejected you, what would you do to him/her?
what can i do?!

47. Can you sing or rap?
uh...sing I hope.

48. Finally, what do you wish for?
To have SpongeBob SquarePants as my bro and to have infinite amount of notes showering over me!!

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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Jurong is not that far!

Yesterday's lesson required filming. Oh man, it was tiring. I had to leave halfway so I left my camera with the group to continue their filming.

I wanted to take the conventional way of train and bus to Mony's place at Yishun initially, but I told her I'll be there by 12++pm and I ws already running late, so I cabbed to Yishun. Stopped by North Point to get Macs since I was hungry and got ice lemon tea for Mony too. Please stop sleeping late and you do not look like a man!! No girl will look like a man, oh wait, except Incubus, then again, it is not a girl. Shudders, she lives in the unit above you. I feel the chill now.

Mony's scrapebook for Tim is really really super duper nice!! I neer knew she had an art talent hidden inside her! After the 2 years of merely passing her art in Fat Lump's class, she should have gotton a distinction! Then, we waited for Steve, and he is fucking late again! By the time he came, we were preparing to leave the house, and he was complaining how he has made a wasted trip and wanted me to accompany him to chill in town. Boo!!~

So, we accompanied Mony onto 169 to Tim's place and this fucking twittish bastard banged into Mony's scrapebook without even having the least courtesy to apologise. Wtf.

Wanted to save money by taking 855 back home but that bus took a damn long time to come so I cabbed back instead and Steve wsa forced to send me home. He's damn not a gentleman la! Have to FORCE him to send a girl aka yours truly home. Wth, steve steve steve. *shakes head. Anyway, at least I was listening to his praises for Keita in the cab. Lol, talk about g...........

Tata!

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Monday, November 06, 2006

Back from Hiatus

Back from my erm, pretty long hiatus. I couldn't find time to blog, eh, ok, I shall be honest. I am LAZY to blog.

Anyway, just to do some recapping of the past few days. Went shopping at Vivo again with Mum last week, on *I forgot what date. I saw this really nice leather bag at Warehouse which reminded me of a Miu Miu/Couch bag, so I bought it immediately. I think its quite cheap la, its $106, but hey, as compared to Miu Miu bags which are like at least $600++, 106 bucks is peanuts la! Got an electric hair curler, a top from A|X and a necklace too. Mum is the best man!(when I can spend her money)

Anyway, woke up early for no reason to get cash from the bank and went to town to get my Crumpler. I only realized that there is a 10% discount with Apple Card now. =)

Today
Went to school feeling all groggy and my mind was wandering everywhere. I only got woken up when I saw Mony signing in with her nick "Timmy wants (JAP)kids". I was like, HUH?! MONY IS WILLING TO HAVE KIDS FOR TIMMY! TIMMY IS ONE HELL OF A LUCKY GUY! Lol, and I make Mony promise to spare me one jap child just in case she, well, happen to be damn suay and have extra kids. Yea, then I won't have to suffer the torment of being pregnant and the excruciating pain of labour! NO KIDS FOR SINGYI! =) =)

Went to dine at Pasta Mania with half(or less) the class. I like my crayfish pasta! And Vernice and I were like bitching about how fake and bimbotic Dawn Yang is. Lol, girls.

Met Mony after school at PS where she got some stuff for a special someone. Timmy, you are damn lucky la! We discovered a new eating place!! Some Manhatten fish restaurant. The cockeries there are damn cool. Now I know where to go when I am craving for fish. Headed down to town to have dessert at NYDC(Heeren) and wrote at poem for Steve. JINGLE BELL JINGLE BELL!! WALKING IN THE WINTER WONDERLAND! ON THE FIRST DAY OF CHRISTMAS...! HARK! THE ANGLES SING! Christmas is approaching in no time! Its my favourite season because I love how Christmas makes me feel blessed and I like the idea of Santa putting my present in my christmas socks and decorating my christmas tree and all! The best part of all, its winter(at least in other countries), and there's a reason to wear trench coats! Yes, I am in the crazy Christmas mood already. How I wish everyday is Christmas!

I want to perm my hair. Not those auntie perms, mind you. I want to have loose curls because I am so sick and tired of straight hair! I've been rebonding my hair since what, Sec 2? Please, enough is enough. Time to change! Time to change to a new style!

Ok, I shall squeeze my brain juice to write a good RJ.

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Friday, November 03, 2006

Schooling with boredom

Damn, there is this red spot on my face. Its not pimple and I don't know what caused it. If its a zit, at least I know I can apply pimple cream, but its not! CB.

Kop-ed from Mony's blog again. The pic we took at Sabrina's place last Sunday.

Is fatigue an illness? Yesterday I ponned school, and I slept from 1pm to 7.30pm. WTF right? Then you would be thinking, aftdr such a long afternoon nap, surely I'll have difficulty falling asleep at night yea? But nooo, after eating 1/4 of my packet of rice for dinner, and lazing in front of the pc for a while, I went to sleep at 9.30pm and slept through the night. What the hell, I am losing my appetite, and I have no complaints about that, but I am losing my energy as well!! Maybe I have anemia? Or my organs are failing me? Aiya, whatever.

YAWN!~ There I go again.

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:35 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006

Ponned, AGAIN

Hi there people!

I am applying a mask, watching TV, reading a book and comfortably spreaded out on my couch while typing this.

Kop-ed this picture from Mony's blog.

We took this with a random group of people who were dressed up for Halloween on Tuesday too. Lol, spot me.

Eh, I seriously don't know what else to type, but I am incredibly famished. I think its gonna rain soon because the sky is wrapped a shade of deep grey. Yeah, I LOVE rain!! I'm looking forward to sleeping with the sound of the rain beating against the window.

RAAR! I'm gonna ask if my bro wants to share a Macdonald meal with me since I can't afford to put on weight. Imagine all the fats, oil and calories in a single meal. SHUDDERS!

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Keita appeared in my room at 11:56 AM
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Better I guess..

Hello people! I am feeling better, especially after I saw Mony's tag. *touched*

Mon, thanks so very much! So sorry to rant about all those unnecessary stuff that you have heard repeatedly for months. I am really touched that you've never complained and give me advices nonetheless. THANKS PAL~ YOU'RE THE BEST OF THE ULTIMATE OF THE FANTASTIC SDJBNSNJDKMVKDTJIDURH FRIEND I CAN EVER FIND! You know I'll be there for you when you need me too. =)

Halloween

Whao, it's pouring over here. I've just opened my window to hear the sound of the rain pelting outside and to let the rain-smell waft into my room. Don't you think that rain smells good? I love the smell and the breeze on a rainy day. ANYWAY, that is inappropriate to the "halloween" title!

Ok, went to Mony's place immediately after school to prepare for Halloween! Mony and I decided to dress up as dead school girls and put our stupid sec school uniform to good use for once~ We ripped up our uniform, which I actually felt my heart ache a little because as much as I dislike NVSS, I have nice memories there. But whatever! In the midst of tearing up my uniform, I felt good, and I love the "blood" stains and ripped effect!

Cabbed to town after that. LOL, and yes, the taxi driver got freaked when Rae said, "Don't you know, I can see ghosts." He jerked sideways the moment those words departed from Rae's mouth and stared at her in disbelief. Mony, Char and I were roaring with laughter at the back seat. LOL.

All eyes were on us as we walked the streets of Orchard. Well, not that we can avoid all the staring since we were..so dressed up. lol. We sang aloud and were shouting "HAPPY HALLOWEEN" to any passerbys who looked in our direction. Then, we came up with a plan to ROAR at twits and scare the daylight out of them. Ate at NYDC.

On the way to Cineleisure, we saw a couple of other groups who were dressed up too. So we greeted each other and took pictures together. How strange it is that 2 groups of absolute strangers can be brought together to chat casually and stuff on a Halloween night eh? I mean on a normal day, who the hell will suddenly go up to you and chat like you've been long-time friends?

So anyway, we had difficulty catching cabs because every mother-fucking people are hailing for cabs. And there was this son and father who snatched a taxi with us and the son pointed the middle finger at us. NB! Hence, Mony gave him the finger too.

Pics time!!! Here we go:

Rae braiding her hair.

Mehul the pirate!

Nigel turning the poor Kalm's bear into Nearly Headless Nick.

Mok with eye liner.

Mok with eye liner AND think foundation AND eye shadow.

Yes, that's the North View skirt. Mony cutting it short for me. =)

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

THE LIVING DEADS!! I SAY RRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

I love how the bear is being chopped up and tortured. *evil chuckles*

At NYDC

Rae looking at the tortured bear with an expressionless face.

I call this, Mok the geisha vampire.

Mehul and the Gloomy Bear!

The Addams Family?

Char the dead chinese prostitute.

And behold! You're going to see the beat-up and deadly looks of MONY AND.....ME!!

Yes, bingo, that's how my secondary school uniform has finally come in handy. And I like my scarf too!! I wanna be like Hermione!

Mony..you mean you can see her?? Are you...??

Oh yes, the zombies-school girls can be happy too...especially after a meal of..human beings and BALLS!!!

Here's a close-up for a better scare. Make-up does wonders man!

Ok, Imma go do my fucking Science RJ. Tata~

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So much to think, so little that can be done

I know I shouldn't be fretting over it now. After all, I thought I had gotton over the matter for weeks. Until I realised that I was only lying to myself while clinging on to something I should never had place hopes in.

The epiphany came so sudden, that I didn't even had time to be mentally prepared for all these disappointment, irritation, sadness and what not that comes setting in. What the fuck is wrong with me?!

I wish I know what to do. I wish I can do whatever advices that have been given to me. I really tried, I did! But the more I force myself to let go, the more annoyed I get when my efforts go down the drain. I am fucking disappointed in myself now.

Damn! Why must it happen to trigger my thoughts and emotions? NB!

Anyway, pics of Halloween later. THANKS MONY N MOK FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY IN SCHOOL TODAY!

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Keita appeared in my room at 3:20 PM
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