The Ostentatious Secret Garden

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Last one

1 more day. Is it just me or does the last few days of every year makes people more aware of their surroundings and things that have happened in the past 365 1/4 days?

In a few more hours, everything that ever happened in 2006 will be made history, becoming part of the so many memories we have. We don't live in memories, we don't even exist phyically in them, yet, we cling on to them like they are our life saver.

It becomes distinctively clear to me how quickly each day passes, and how every minute of the day is different from the previous.

KOHAUKU(Japanese tv countdown) tomorrow! Anticipating for w-inds' performance there~ Imma catch it live on cable!

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Keita appeared in my room at 12:40 PM
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Friday, December 29, 2006

Dirty girl

I managed to drag myself out of bed like 5 mins ago. Haven't washed up whatsoever yet, and my hair is in a state of mess. Sorry, I know I'm dirty, but I want to slowly relish the time in my room, free of idiotic brothers. I know that once I open my door, they'll rush in like sister-eating monsters.

Whao, I just realised that its already Friday! 2 more days to 2007. Am I supposed to look forward to the next year or what? I'm aging, I seriously think I am whenever I think of how time flies.

Finshed A List! Nice book, an addictive read! I'm glad I have books to keep me occupied for today. Shall get my ass to the bathroom and clean myself.

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Keita appeared in my room at 1:33 PM
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Thursday, December 28, 2006

FUCK YOU

What a true friend do:
- They do not let their close friends wallow in sorrow ALONE
- They contemplate about their's friends' problems and give CONSTRUCTIVE advices
- They lend a listening ear to their friends without complaints
- They do not ditch their friends JUST like that
- They are grateful for things their friends have done for them
- They do not break promises
- They do not manipulate their friends like they are useless fucking ragged PUPPETS

Of course, I don't mean to be all emo and whatever fuck when I am typing the above, and yes, something must have happened in order to trigger off this thoughts in me. Whatever, you're like a piece of glass, clear as anything and I have seen through you. You know what? You can do whatever you want, however way you like, I don't fucking care anymore or let it bother me. A speck of insignificant dirt indeed, I'll just flick you away.

Went to Mony's place, hung out there reading the It Girl, fucking nice. I like the ending, though I can't wait for the next book to come out in June next year. Fucking long. Went down to Boat Quay again. Like I've said, our new chilling place. Timmy joined us, and we were smoking and bitching and laughing as usual. Had Cosmopolitan. But apparently, either the alcohol content is too high or I have low tolerance, cos' after we got up, I felt heavy on my chest area and light on my feet. I was so dizzy, drowsy and there is a throbbing pain at the back of my head that I could hardly keep my balance. My vision became blurred and the world was spinning in front of me. I started puking but still, it didn't help much. The heavy feeling lingered, and there were points I wanted to puke so much, but nothing would come out. I seriously don't ever wanna get this drunk or whatever ever again. I'm gonna just stick to soft drinks. Sweet, gassy and non-alcoholic -- my type of beverage.

HEY MONY AND TIMMY, THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAKING CARE OF MY JUST NOW!!! Sorry for being sucha nuisance, and spoiling the night! THANKS ALOT MAMA N PAPA! MY FAILY ODD PARENTS! =)=)

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Keita appeared in my room at 1:30 AM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

No hangover

Wee!~ I am not suffering from hangover! Ok, a tiny glass of cocktail yesterday won't make me drunk. Pardon my exaggeration.

Just woke up, I am feeling so sleepy! The sky is dark and its pouring outside, I thought it was only 7am when I first opened my eye just now. Monsoon! If only the rain can morph into snow.

Wow, school is reopening next week, which basically means that the end of the year, and the beginning of a new year is just a few days away. Time whizz by really quickly, even before anyone can really notice, doesn't it? I can't believe that 2006 is coming to an end. I can still vividly remember how I was having fun exactly a year ago, how I was anxiously waiting for the collection of my O Level result slip in the school hall, how I first experienced the life in Poly, how I thought Christmas was so far away just a few months ago. And now, this year's Christmas has already become a history, and a bleak year is waiting for me ahead.

Maybe 2-3 years from now, I'll be recalling this precise time when I was sitting in front of the computer blogging about these. I'm turning old soon! I don't wanna hit 20 years old! That is so fucking old! I don't want to work, I want to slack at home and suck money from my parents! The thought of having a time machine seems so tantalizing right now. Then again, when has it never?

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Merry Xmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES! Fine, I know I'm late by at least 2 hours. Sorry! Happy Boxing Day then!~ =)

Celebrated Xmas with Mony dear and Timmy. I swear, I'll never EVER EVER in this fucking lifetime or the next few thousand reincarnations EVER set foot on the grounds of Orchard on Christmas Eve OR Christmas itself! FUCKING NBCB CROWDED! It took Mony and me like eh, 20 mins to get from Wheelock to Wisma. WTF right?! It was packed like sardines please, the crowd was horrifying and I could smell perspiration and smelly armpits. Ewwwww. Bought IT Girl and A list today!!!! Imma happy girl. =) Shall drop by Kino to get New Moon and Gossip Girl and top up on my novels collection.

Dined at IndoChine. There was this weird waitress with drastic mood swings. One moment she was fucked up and snapping at us, and the next moment, she's cheerful and striking a friendly conversation. I think she has some sort of an early menopause.

Then, since Orchard was so fucking full of damn idiotic people, Mony and I dropped by Harry's, a pub at Boat Quay. I was drizzling, so the whether was fucking nice with its mild cooling breeze blowing against our skin, and we were sitting by the river, overlooking Fullerton Hotel, what can I say, that is just so fucking quiet and peaceful and Christmas-y. Had "Dirty Harry", some blended drink of Vodka, brown sugar, lime slices, and eh some other fuck. It was pretty bitter at the beginning, but it turned out alright later on. Timmy joined us, and we were laughing like shit over everything! Lol, this IS Christmas! Chilling out with close friends and crapping over alcohol and cigarettes. Lol, never imagine the day I would actually smoke. I guess nothing is quite impossible or certain, cos' we'll never know what new fuck we'll try in the future. But no, I am not an addict. Just smoke for the fun of it, but still, I have cravings for smoking at home sometimes. Mmmm.. Went home cos Mom kept calling me at the clock strikes 12.30am. Lol, Sounds like Cinderella. Pics~

Timmy was supposedly putting the picture of decaying teeth printed on the cigarette pack over his mouth but for some funky reason, the flash blurred the teeth.

Look! How can anyone not be in awe looking at such an amazing building? I swear it's my favourite building in SG.

I find this pic so cute! Mony kiss, Timmy's happy!~

I'm sorry, but I shall end with a pic of my spastic face. Tata~

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Keita appeared in my room at 2:04 AM
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Sunday, December 24, 2006

DXO

Decide to blog and post up some pics of yesterday.

Mony stayed over on Fri, woke up on Sat and went to Vivo to shop for shoes, then came back, went to the sauna, swam a little, and did facial masks, and then prepared for the night out at some underage party at DXO.

Ate at Thai Express and took at bus down to Esplanade area and strolled over. It was packed. Man! Went in to the club at eh, around 10pm? The band there was good. At around 11pm++ the dance floor was opened to all, so Mony, Timmy and I went down and moved to the music. For some reason or another, the rest didn't follow us to dance. It must have been at least an hour before we decide to rest and get some drinks. Managed to drag Steve, Nigel, Char, Mihu and Mok to the dance floor, but nooo, Steve REFUSED to budge! He was like a stone nodding his head o the beat of the songs, even a statue can dance better than you Steve! Went to crash at my condo's lounge at 3am and ordered Macs. Watched the sky brighten as dawn arrived. The morning air was fresh and cooling. Nigel, Steve, Mony and Timmy went back at around 7am and I slept all the way till now. Haven't eaten a single fuck yet, but no, I am not hungry. Shall post pics now.

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Keita appeared in my room at 8:26 PM
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Monday, December 18, 2006

Nothing much

Steve and Mony came over to my place yesterday. Chilled in my room for a while before heading for Vivo. It was raining, and we were sitting on a bench outdoors on the third level, looking across at Sentosa and watching the rain descend from above. Very indie, and I like it very much.

Had the hot ice lemon tea at "don't know the name" cafe after that. Comfortable please! Imagine the hot sour water gushing down your throat and warming you up immediately on a cold rainy day. Went to chill at my Condo's lounge after that. LOL, then we went to play with the workout equipments in the gym, and Steve started running on the treadmill, and LOLOLOL, I started increasing the speed, then Mony saw and started increasing it too. LOL, and you should have seen how Steve was trying to keep up with the speed!! His legs looked as if they were going to dislocate themselves and fly in opposite directions. LOL, I'm laughing while recalling the incident yesterday. Lol, Mony and Steve never fails to humour me.

Mony stayed over and we ended up cooking and making new recipes, and eating while watching Boomerang(featuring the old-school cartoons), Cartoon Network, Disney Channel and Nickelodean. Ended up sleeping in the living room.

Washed up and went to chill at Mon's pace today. Damn fun.

Ok, eh..actually there's nothing interesting in my life worth talking about, but I wanna blog because my fingers are itchy and I like the sound of the clicking of the buttons on the keyboard. I'm mad.

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Keita appeared in my room at 8:45 PM
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Nothing much

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Keita appeared in my room at 8:45 PM
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

New layput at last!

Ok, I know, what an unearthly hour for me to change my blogskin. Too bad ok!! I can't fucking stand having pictures of the golden frogs plastered all over my blog! It's fucking creepy, cos frogs are slimy little pests and I hate them!

Fine, I know, people like Steve and some others will have something bad to say about my layout. "WTF, w-inds layout? Fucking cheesy and blahblahblah" Fine la, so it's cheesy and "uncool" as some would put it. But WTF, I like it and that's all that matters. Besides, its black!! And I like this picture can? Though I Keita's face can hardly be seen from this angle, but what the fuck.

SPANNER PAWNS YOU!! Lol, NIGEL INSPIRED ME TO OUT THAT SENTENCE AS MY BLOG TITLE! YES AR! Lol, today is damn fun, went to Char's place, got prepared, and Mony, Steve, Nigel, Char, Mok and Mehul setted out for Vivo in costumes cos the rest were doing the project, something about breaking social norms. Lol, Nigel the "butchering plumber" attracted the most attention with his tomato stained singlet and spanner. Lol, went back to Char's place and chilled there till 8.30pm. Went to Upper Thomsom Road with Mony for Prata. Lol! Quoting my father: "!!! You're damn free, go all the way to Thomsom just for some stupid prata!. Lol, yes, I am THAT free. Mony's dad sent me back home at Harbourfront. Thanks!! That was damn sweet of them!

Yesterday was fun too! Met up with Mony, Steve, Mehul and Timmy for dinner at Vivo. It was an impromtu decision. We went "Horbiration", buying food and sitting at the eh, balcony(?) on the third story, facing the sea. The view was breath-taking! Sentosa looks fucking pretty with all the lights and stuff at night, and for some reason, the eh, the horning(?) of the cruise and boats were soothing to my ears. Fine, I must be mad for having just said that. Fine, I think my download is done. I shall hit the bed now.

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Monday, December 11, 2006

Ai No Katachi

FUCK!! FUCKFUCKFUCK!! There is this throbbing pain in my eye. WTFWTF!! Am I going blind?? I keep tearing!! WTF!! I don't want to go blind!!

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Keita appeared in my room at 1:27 PM
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Sunday, December 10, 2006

The very one person

A pretty long time since I last posted anything. I've lost interesting in updating my blog. Because, I've developed interest in looking at the clouds and watching the sky darken during the evening. Besides, I got really fond at writing(manually), and I've got my own diary, so maybe that explains why I don't feel like blogging anymore. I'd rather write than type now. Whao, and did I just say, diary? It's probably the first diary I ever have for the past 6 years at least.

I've been listening to Keita's new album ever since it's arrival on Wednesday, (thanks Mon for lending me your card!!) and I'm falling deeper and deeper in love with the songs and the lyrics itself. The way Keita wrote his songs are just..SUPERB! I can't control myself!!

Hence, I've deicde to type down the translation of a song I did myself!!!!

Candle

The gaps among people, and your smile that floats into my mind
As I walk towards the place where we've made our pact
The faint memories of you are clutched tightly in my hands
Quietly, they have bloomed into recollections that are etched deeply in my heart

Do you still remember?
The promise between the both of us
"We'll meet right here at the same time next year"

The flame of the candle shining
I'm ashamed of all my wrongdoings
I remember the kiss we had under the umbrella, where two hearts are joined into one
Look at the rain falling
It's gradually turning into snowflakes
In a relationship, the shape of love changes, and it all accumulates
Into memories we'll have forever.

Embracing this loneliness, I feel this season more tanglibly than ever
I've indeed matured since then, bit by bit
The wonderful days together
No one can ever seize them away
Doesn't everything seems as if it just happened yeserday?

Right at this moment,
No matter how far away you are, I'll spread my thoughts to you
Looking up at the sky, are we sharing the same thoughts?

The wavering light from the candle
Reminds me of your smile, and the warmth of your hands too
The snow that are falling down upon this place
Are dancing in the dark sky
This is our love story
All that is left in this heart of mine,
Is this one story I'll never forget.

The wavering light from the candle
Reminds me of your smile, and the warmth of your hands too
To me,
You're the miracle that ever happened
All that is left in this heart of mine,
Is this one story I'll never forget.

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

The evolution

Today is the last day of the term and I as thinking of going to school. The most, worse come to wrose, I can just leave for home halfway through. But no,my flu from yesterday turned into a fever today. I think it was because I setted my air-con temperature to 16 degrees celcius with my fan still blasting and full speed. And the last I checked, my temperature was 37.8. WTF! Thanks alot stupid common sense of mine.

Shoot, now I have to stay at home. Wait!! What am I complaining about? YAYYYY!! I can stay at home! I was woken up by my fucking brothers using the computer, but nevermind, I managed to chase them out of the house to play their stupid games at some LAN shop.

I shall slack at home all day watching TV, singing and losing weight. Lol, I lose weight from getting sick, so all bacteria and viruses, hut me!

CHRISTMAS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER NOW!

I will..I will soon~

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Saturday, December 02, 2006

Fireworks

Grabbed this beautiful fireworks pics that we saw yesterday at Vivo from Mony's blog. Her new phone's camera rocks big time!

It damn fueatiful!! Lol, "fueatiful" is a new word I've just invented 2 seconds ago which means fucking beautiful.

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Keita appeared in my room at 10:14 PM
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Friday, December 01, 2006

Mona's illness

EDIT

Mony came to RP, and the faci asked her to stay with the class for the 3rd meeting. Lol! Then we headed down to Vivo City for "Harbouring"! Damn nice! We should do it more often. And STEVE IS STRICTLY BANNED FROM HARBOURING WITH US! Lol, and today is supposed to be the grand opening of Vivo so while we were having desert at Haagen Diasz's outdoor area, there were fireworks and it was fucking pretty! It totally gave live to the entire dull night sky! I recorded down the whole thing and took pics of it with my handphone. Lol, I know how "country pumpkin-ish" I sound, but it was too beautiful, can't help it.

Then it got late and Mony wanted to cab home. So while walking around looking for taxis, we saw erm, that Stephanie Sun singing. I guess its part of the grand opening? ANYWAY, there was no available taxi in sight! We tried booking a cab, but no cab was fucking available. KNN! Mony had to take 855 to Thomsam and cab home from there. I hope she's fine cos's Thomsam area is kinda dangerous and its quiet.

My mind is not working well. I'm scared and nervous.
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School is sucha bore. I can't wait for the holidays next week!

Anyway, Timmy gave Mony a surprise visit cos' she came down with a flu. Met him at Yishun MRT station and bought herbal drinks and food for her. Lol, but Mon said that she kinda expected us. 0_0 Telepathy?

Ate Thosai Masala for dinner at the coffee shop. Ar..memories, all the time I ate Thosai Masala there last year. Rented Saw and watched it in Mony's room.

It's nice but I'm kinda disappointed because there were less gore scenes than I've expected. I was more freaked by the thrill than the gore itself. Just some sawing of legs, exploding of head and some slashing here and there. Not that disgusting. But I saw Saw III, the pirated version on my friend's lappie yesterday and it was sick! I swear! I heard that the show is rated R21. WTF! MAKES ME WANNA WATCH IT ALL THE MORE!

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:09 AM
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