The Ostentatious Secret Garden

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Solitude

I am being emo again, so skip this post if you dont like it..

Is is about time to let go? I know I should, and besides, it is like the only choice I am left with. You know how difficult it is to just give up on something after a long time of struggling...It might not be considered a long period of time by some, but to me, yes, it is even longer than eternity. I hate this feeling, seriously.

GONE

Plunged into darkness,
Surrounded by emptiness;
Gone with the wind,
Disappearing into somewhere unseen.

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Keita appeared in my room at 7:00 PM
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Random again

Nothing to do. So more random-ness

- I am vain.
- I visit the toilet often to check if any part of my appearance has gone wrong
- I want to be a handsome and rich playboy in my next life.
- My interest level for something wavers alot. I can never stay interested in something for too long
- I AM materialistic
- I LOVE Subway's sandwiches
- I hate others to sleep of touch my bed.
- I like to kill and torture ants. (sounds so satanic)
- I love caesar salad
- Coffee is one of my all time-favourite beverage
- I want to be anorexic/bullemic
- I don't mind going for liposuction(i think)
- Plastic surgeries are gross in my opinion
- I wish that my face shape is sharper my nose smaller, and my nose bridge higher
- Shopping is ESSENTIAL for me!
- I've got 2 green forms
- I always get into trouble with my teachers in sec school over my hair and attire problems

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Keita appeared in my room at 6:24 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Emo

Is it really true that when one person moves to another environment, he/she will change according to it? Did the environment change her or did she change to suit the place herself?

After all the years of joy, happiness and everything there is in life, why is it that people has to be left behind time, struggling to cling to things which they kept close to their hearts? ......

So much to say, and so little words to describe. Kept in my heart....

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:34 AM
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Da Vinci craze

Recently I got extremely interested in Da Vinci Code, so no one should blame me if I go rambling about this story for hours.

I am currently re-reading the DVC novel again. You know how you've read a book before, but after watching the movie, you just have the urge to re-read it again? Yes. that's how I am feeling now. Now that I have watched the movie, its way easier for me to imagine the scene better as i flip through every page. A "whole new" reading experience.

For one thing, can anyone tell me what "doctorine" means? It appeared in the book alot, and I don't even know the meaning. I've tried searching the dictionary for the word, but obviously its of no use. Is there any kind soul out there who would be generous enough to offer me the meaning to this word???? Thanks in advance!

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Keita appeared in my room at 11:58 PM
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

JK Rowling versus Dan Brown

I am going to post a trashy entry now. You have been warned, thus you should leave before you continue reading any further.

Today is the opening day for the ever-so-famous Da Vinci Code!! This story has got me thinking alot. It explores a whole new world of Christianity and bring readers into a different dimension. Dan Brown is such a genius! Free thinkers do not believe in any religion most probably because they think that there is no such thing as a Superior Being in this world. Da Vinci Code(DVC) is a further explanation to what these free thinkers think, or so I feel. The story depicts that there is no such thing as a God. The Mighty Being, Jesus Christ is just but only a ordinary human being, a normal man just like what each and everyone of us are.
This story has such a fantastic twist. Such a thriller, such intelligence! All the code-breakings, decipherings and mystery is just plain genius! Who could have ever thought of such a plot?!

Of course, some might argue that JK Rowling is a better writer as compared to Brown. But, I was thinking, I will never deny the fact that Rowling has a very powerful imagination to be able to come up with the magical world of Harry Potter. She is born with the gift of writing. She makes splendid descriptions too. However, if I were to compare her with Brown, her works would be a failure. Not that I hate Rowling, I love her to the core in fact, and I sosososososo love the HP series. Brown's work is so much more intellectual and fabulous and brilliant! He is jsut...able to go into such deep thinkings. He know so much, and..I don't know what else to say, I really admire him, and he is now my favourite author, ever. Sorry Rowling, you'll have to go second.

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Keita appeared in my room at 7:51 AM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Dull

Haven't been blogging recently. I've lost interest in blogging once again. Don't expect me to update recently.

I can't update on what happened for the past few days because I have forgotten what had happened.

Really sian la. I guess I'll probably stop here. Nothing to say anymore...

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:10 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Stumbles...

School's as usual. Damn, I think that I am going to get bad grade for today. I got tongue-tied! Because my group was the first one to present, and I was not prepared. DARN DARN DARN!! Holy fucking cow!!

Going to collect my mum's Lancome cosmetics and one Louis Vuitton bag for her. She is damn troublesome ok! Oh well, I don't mind hitting town anyway. I can look out for clothes I wanna buy and drag her down during the weekend to buy for me.

Dad is going to States, Los Angeles for one business trip later this evening. This spells something bad! My brother will be up to his mischiefs once my dad is away from home. SHUCKS!~

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Keita appeared in my room at 11:40 PM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Lady Luck

Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, I have finally had my nails freshly manicured with beautiful intricate designs. Ok, that was really unnecessary, but what the heck.

Oh, tody is a beautiful day with the sun rising gloriously from the east(or is it from the west?). The sunray pouring manificantly across the island like golden liquid. Oh my god! Today is a day worth celebrating!! I'll keep this a tiny secret.

Oh, and as opposed to what I thought of It Girl at first, I actually think that it is a nice story. However, as usual, I still can't tolerate the pathetic desperate wannabe, Jenny Humphrey. Oh well, it's still fun reading how the despodent bitch tries so hard to gain popularity.

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Keita appeared in my room at 5:55 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006

Happier girl

After nearly a month of attending classes, I have concluded that my favourite subject is Communications! Today happen to be Commu nications, hence the title for today's entry~ I love this subject because I like my group, the teacher, and the problem statements are always fun to research on and uses mostly common sense. The best part is, I always gets an A or B for this lesson and never less! Forget about Maths and Science, I always screw up these 2.

Topic today is non-verbal cues(Listening). Its a fun topic! My scribe asked me to do some research, but I'll leave that till later! I think I am improving in my presentation and speech. Not to brag seriously. I mean, I am familarising with my classmates and I can barely feel the fear whenever I have to present. I can elaborate freely without writing my script on paper like I used to in the past. Perhaps RP is really helping me to boost up my self-confidence. :) Who dares to accuse of boasting, I'll gorge out your damn putrid eye balls and stuff them up ur nostrils, and tangle all your long curly rough nostril hairs together! GRRR

I am getting sick of my manicure..I'm re-doing it at Pinc either today or Thursday. I am craving for nail art!

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Keita appeared in my room at 8:45 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Monday Blues

Didn't get to blog yesterday because I was simply too lazy.

Anyway, I am blogging in school once again and while doing so, I am constantly pressing on the back-space button because my brain is mal-functioning and I keep typing in wrong words. Darn, here I go again, monday blues.

I am so tired this morning I had to pratically crawl out of my bed and had someone drag me to the washroom. And guess what, I was even trying shut my eyes to catch some sleep while walking to class and waiting for the elevator. Damn, tell me why I've always hates Mondays?? Why do they have to give us 2 days' break and suddenly throw us a Monday?? Why can't they give us a working week on one week, and a holiday week on the other??

Back to lessons.
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Back to blogging. I brought along my novel to read today, to kill time and to stop me from eating. I'm on a damn fucking restricting crash diet!!! O..and guess what today's subject is?? A Maths!! Whao!! My favourite subject- NOT! I am suffering like the an ant being drowned to death! Quadratic equations..hmm~

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Keita appeared in my room at 5:34 PM
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Friday, May 05, 2006

Random-ness

I missed my lesson today all the way after 12pm. The reason?? Because I went out of Woodlands, and when I wanted to return back to school, I couln't get a cab, AT ALL! I waited for 1 hours plus, and hailed for taxis by the roadside like one desperate woman, but all are either occupied, or on call. DAMN! Next time, I will open 100 taxi companies so no one will suffer like me today!!

Anyway, I'm bored, so I'll just list down random stuff about myself. If you think I am wasting your time, fuck off, cos' this is my personal entry.

- I am a CRAZY INSANE w-inds fan
- I always imagine Keita Tachibana to be my boyfriend
- I have never been in a relationship before
- I am a sucker for Guess?, Topshop, FCUK, CK, Miss Sixty and all the branded stuff
- I feel insulted to be buying clothes from market stalls and anywhere except Orchard
- I don't exactly like to buy non-branded clothes
- I hate candies! Don't bring any near me
- I admire BoA and Hayami Kishimoto
- Black hair makes me look old
- Foundation and mascara is my must-have makeup
- My favourite pillow is called "PaoPao"
- I like to read chic lits and all nice novels
- I think Tom Cruise is damn fucking hideous
- I am very into Jpop music and culture
- I used to be a disgusting Jap wannabe
- I got interested in manicures recently and goes for one fortnightly
- I HATE Incubus
- Shopping is my life
- I play MapleStory
- I hate doing household chores
- I only browse through the channels in cable TV, I don't fancy Mediacorp shows
- I hate ALL and I mean ALL Taiwanese boybands and most of their male singers
- I like Jpop n some Kpop dramas

So far, I can only come up with this. :) And, you see the timing which I sign off?? Ignore that, it's screwed up and I cant fix it.

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Keita appeared in my room at 6:38 AM
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Thursday, May 04, 2006

Early panda..

Again, I'm blogging in school. For some reason, I'm still really uncomfortable in waking up so early in the morining. Whenever my dad wakes me up, my head and eyelids feel so heavy, and I always have to bring my favorite "PaoPao" pillow to my car and get back to sleep again. Maybe I've contracted some kind of disease.

Oh my god, Science lesson has just started not long ago, and I can barely keep my eyes open. I wonder how I'll be able to last through the whole day. Updating again later.

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Keita appeared in my room at 5:50 PM
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Epidemic

Didn't go to school today because I had a seriously bad headache this morning. I woke up and started walking, only to see my room spinning around in circles, so i decided to take the day off and just sleep. Damn, I've already missed lesson for three times within 3 weeks! I think my attendance is gonna be pretty poor. I'll try to stop skipping lesson. Science tomorrow, gosh~

Anyway, went to Orchard today and it was a hell lot of fun! Ate at Food Republic in Wisma, and we caught the movie, Mission Impossible 3. It was a thrilling action movie, I'll rate it 4/5, because I penalise Tom Cruise for being such a hideous man.

After that, we went to Topshop and Warehouse to buy some clothes before making our way down to Voxy for mani~~Saw Patricia Mok there, and she was laughing like a maniac while watching FRIENDS in there.

Damn, school tomorrow and 1 more day to weekend. How I wish I could enjoy myself like this everyday. Too bad I have to work hard to get a well-paid job next time to support my outrageous shopping sprees. :)

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Keita appeared in my room at 5:37 AM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Killing time

Once again, I'm blogging in school now. Its my second breakout, and I am in the midst of doing our presentation with my team, but I have decided to take some time off to blog a little.

So anyway, I am wearing my Queen Conture's tank top today, and it is super comfy!! I have decided that the next time I need and tees, I am hitting Queen Conture!

Anyway, I am feeling less interested in school recently. I know how many people in secondary schools used to think how poly life is so relaxing, because I used to think so too in the past. But now, I feel like skipping school every morning. In fact, poly life is just like any ordinary secondary school one's minus uniform and classrooms.

Argh, I am looking forward to weekend especially Saturday every week! More shopping and hanging out to do!

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Keita appeared in my room at 9:58 PM
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Monday, May 01, 2006

Back in Action

Finally after months of away from blogging, I'm back!!!

Ok, so school started like 2 weeks or so ago. Made new friends of course, but other than that, nothing much really. Poly has definitely made me realise that wearing home clothes to school isn't exactly an altogether fun thing to do. I have to make trips downtown to buy new clothes like every weekend.(not that it's bad or anything)

Anyway, went town yesterday. Had mummy dear to buy more clothes for me!!

MY PURCHASE:
- 1 Roxy long sleeve top
- 1 Roxy jacket
- 1 Roxy bag
- 1 Energie wallet
- 2 Queen Conture tops
- 1 Queen Conture bottom

This trip costed more than 400 bucks. Good heaven. Still not satisfied from this trip however. Buying more stuff this coming Saturday hopefully. After that, we dined at Marche, and my mum bought this absolutely gorgoeous Gucci sunglasses. I dont care, I will use it for myself!!!

I'm blogging in school on my laptop now. :) Back to lessons. Ciao~~

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Keita appeared in my room at 7:19 PM
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