The Ostentatious Secret Garden

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

First day, up ahead.

Fucking science module today with some Turkey facilitator who looks like he is a immigrant smuggled in from Arab. He relieved one science lesson in my class for last semester, and already, I couldn't stand his lesson, now I have to endure with him for one whole semester! WTF. Unluckiness!

Throughout the one week since school reopened, I have been harbouring the thought of ponning school on every single day. I'v got no idea how I am gonna pass by the next half of the year attending classes.

I think I am facing a disastrous crisis ahead. I've been experiencing very immense insomia recently. Its like I practically can't sleep every night starting last Saturday no matter how hard I force myself to enter BaaBaaLand. The most I could go is to enter sub-consciousness, and rest till the next morning. And when daybreak comes, I'll be fucking exhausted. I woulodn't have mind such a situation if not because I have school early in the morning. I'm fucking pissed at my sleeping habits can!!

Friday is approaching soon and I am anticipating it very much! Mony, Char, XiuLing and gang are gonna slack at my house till Sat~ And come Sat, my mum is bringing me to this Lancome tea party where I can practically buy all kinds of facial products with a zap of her cards! Ole, more reason to spend her money again!! Retail therepy works wonders!~

I just searched up on Brown, Columbia, and the Ivy League universities in the States. Man! I really aspire to study in one of those schools! I think it'll be cool and like how "whao" is it to be staying over in USA without the presence of my parents?! The architechtural design of the campuses are fucking beautiful too! Ok, I know how superficial that just sounded, but besides that, all these school are supposed to be the few top universitites on the US, and I'll really need good grades and everything to get admitted. Also, I've just realised how cool SAT sounds. I think SAT is the US version of our 'O' Levels because Mony and I saw this SAT assessment book in MPH last Monday and we can fucking attempt the Maths question la please! Enough of crap. Shall update tonight after work.

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Keita appeared in my room at 6:43 PM
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Monday, September 25, 2006

Cool

Went to TTSH for my checkup again today, hence missing school. Glad to know that my eyes are healing fine and I can stop the medication now. Just need to apply some lubricant drops to moisturize them.

I waited for a damn long time for my turn. My checkup shot 2 hours past my supposed appointment time, so had hot Mocha at Starbucks and walked around Novena Square and United Square with Mony. Those two places are pathetic, not much decent shops AT ALL! Nonetheless, we had fun trying on Guess Kids clothes and we actually wanted to buy them!

Had my mum make me a Gucci spectacles because I'm supposed to abstain from contact lenses wearing for at least another month and I am not going anywhere with a super blur vision. I am feeling damn giddy now, I think the caffeine is causing my drowsiness. As a matter of fact, I had 6 cups of coffee today and I only ate 1/4 of the potato salad and 1/2 of a Mac medium fries today. I am more addicted to coffee than ever!! Is that good or bad?

Camwhoring some days ago.

Pics we took today. Mony with Elmo and me with my beloved Spongebob!

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Keita appeared in my room at 10:30 PM
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Grrrr

In school, and I am feeling the boredom penetrate through my skin and into my blood. Boredom is circulating through my whole body. LalaDumDooooo...

Mx coming to visit me later, so at least that's something good for me to look forward to. She's returning me the Full House VCD I lent her last year, so yeah, Steve, you can borrow it the next time round and be obssessed with that Song Hye Gyo girl for all you want~ Chilling with MX later.

I'm just like a zombie who is perpetually googling for imformation. Enterprise sucks! I was suppose to find something about "manpower needs" and when I searched it up in Yahoo, it gave me stuff about how people handle manpower during war. -_-" wtf, hello! Irrelevance can! Thank god Mony was there to help me, and I managed to get Travis and Rajiv's powerpoint so that pretty much saved the day. Thanks guys!

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Keita appeared in my room at 8:04 PM
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

Emo kiddo

Stayed at home the whole day. Monotonous Sunday!

Been doing alot of thinking today. You know times when I'm bored and there's nothing else interesting to do, I can be found sitting at some corner or lying on bed, staring at the plain ceiling thinking about all sort of unnecessary things in life.

So yea, I was very much engrossed in my own wild thoughts, and I then decided to make movies with Windows Movie Maker. Long time since I've last touched that programme. I did a video for w-inds, which my brother commented that it looked like a death tribute. And, also, made a video for Mona. I guess I don't really have to say much. Some things in this world cannot be conveyed verbally. We feel it. Here's the video:

I am very much in love with this song used in the video, and the lyrics hit the soft spot on my heart. The song is Stay with me by Kaoru Amane.

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Keita appeared in my room at 10:23 AM
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

No title day

Its 3pm now, and I just woke up 5-10 mins ago. I don't know, but especially after 2 days of school, I feel extra exhausted. I don't think I'll b going to school on Monday because I have an appointment with my eye doctor at 3.05pm which clashes with school. Of course, I can attend classes in the morning and leave in the afternoon, but that's so troublesome! I might as well take the whole day off and sleep to my pleasure till its time to go hospital right? Aiye, I'll think about it.

Mony, congratulations! The wish I made for you came true! I hope the one I made for myself materializes too!(although I jolly well think it won't) Anyway, I'm very happy for you Mon! Papaya, mango pie!!

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Keita appeared in my room at 3:17 PM
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Bored donkey ass

I was just looking through my previous entries and I realised how bored I always am. There were so many topic titles describing my boredom all the time.

My msn died on me this morning. Something to do with the firewall settings problem. Apparently I accidentally blocked some components and now I can't sign in to MSN at all. Thanks Mony to the introduction to meebo.com that I can sign in online temporary. I'm going to get my damn lappie fixed at the IT helpdesk the moment class is over.

Some survey questions to kill time.

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Single.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
No. Fretting over probs and what not.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Eh. I don't know how to answer this question.

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Who hasn't?

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Cheating itself is wrong.

6. Would you take back someone if he cheats you?
No way. Unless he comes out with some excuse so wonderful of my forgiveness.

7. Have you talk about marriage with another person before?
With my friends because we were chatting about it.

8. Do you want children?
No.

9. How many?
No children for me. If I must have, one child is enough.

10. Would you consider adoption?
Definitely.

11. If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
Eh, depends. If I have no feelings for that person, I'd rather not know anything.

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Eh. I don't know how it feels to be in one, but I guess it feels good to have a special someone to love and care for me.

13. Honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
No ex.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Eh, I thought love is something to be cultivated?

15. Are you romantic?
Like I know.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
I will when I do someday.

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
Eh. Jupitar.

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Sometimes.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes

20. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
messed it up in what way?

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
I don't think so.

22. If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
huh? So dramatic. I'll give up the guy for my friend I guess.

23. Are you missing someone right now?
Lol. yup, very much.

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Keita appeared in my room at 7:58 PM
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