I know I shouldn't be fretting over it now. After all, I thought I had gotton over the matter for weeks. Until I realised that I was only lying to myself while clinging on to something I should never had place hopes in.

The epiphany came so sudden, that I didn't even had time to be mentally prepared for all these disappointment, irritation, sadness and what not that comes setting in. What the fuck is wrong with me?!

I wish I know what to do. I wish I can do whatever advices that have been given to me. I really tried, I did! But the more I force myself to let go, the more annoyed I get when my efforts go down the drain. I am fucking disappointed in myself now.

Damn! Why must it happen to trigger my thoughts and emotions? NB!

Anyway, pics of Halloween later. THANKS MONY N MOK FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY IN SCHOOL TODAY!