Ok, so some of you would have know that I've been wanting to get a vest real badly. I saw this gorgeous vest a few weeks back, but mom refused to get it for me. But, she did the nicest and most random thing yesterday. She was watching a w-inds' live in Beijing, Keita was wearing a vest, and out of the blue, she says: "Hey, I'm going to get you that vest from River Island." And I'm like, WTF?? Apparently she likes Keita too, and she thinks he looks hot in that vest, thus she decides to get me one too. LOLLLL. So fucking random! Now I know how to get her to buy me stuff. Hur. =)
See the vest? You do, don't you?
And now the full body view. So hot!
In any case, I can't wait to get my vest!
On a duller note, it frightens me how terribly fast time flies. A while ago, I was still struggling with O's revision, just one year back, I was starting to experience poly life. And now..Its scary how everything passes by in a blur.
I'm afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone and into the society. Afraid of not having to depend on my parents a few years down the road. Afraid of aging. Afraid of the bleak future that lies ahead of me. Gosh.
You know how ecstatic people are when their 18th birthday are approaching? Personally, I don't share the same joy. Turning 18 simply means a year nearer to becoming an adult, and that's the most nerve-wrecking thing of all. If its possible, I don't mind remaining 16 forever. Fuck the mugging, the ugly NVSS uniform, the restricted freedom etc, as long as I can stay in my teens, that's all that matters.
Ayeayeaye.
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Keita appeared in my room at
11:30 AM
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