Life has been such a bore recently..it always has been.

I wish a serial murderer on the lose will run towards me now, and stab me deep in the heart. Yes, please just do me this tiny little favour.

I hate daytime. I hate to see the sunrise. Just let darkness envelope the entire Earth please. I want to lie on my sofa and watch the pink fluffy cloud roll across the night sky. I want absolute silence. I want to feel the gentle breeze against my face. I feel so deprived. Fuck, please just throw me down a high-rise building and let my internal organs splatter on the floor. So little things to do, so many time. What am I gonna do with the spare time? FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK, "FUCK" does best describes my life.

I think I'm going home. My whole group is anyway...Lol.