Bad news and I am damn scared and worried. I think I have corneal ulcer on my eye. I've been suspecting it for a few days because my left eye felt weird and recently, there is is tiny white wpot at the right bottom corner of my pupil. So I went to the internet to check up on corneal ulcer. Here are the syndromes:


- Red eye (I dont have)

- Severe pain (not in all cases) (Don't have either)

- Tearing (At times)

- Discharge (Don't have)

- White spot on the cornea, that depending on the severity of the ulcer, may not be visible with the naked eye (at the bottom left corner of the pupil, a tiny one)

- Light sensitivity (Don't have)

I know I have only experienced 2 out of 5 of the stated syndromes, but I think the white spot thing is the best proof that I have corneal ulcer. I've seen doctors scrape out sample from patient's pupil before and it is damn gross. As much as I don't want to be one of the victim of such miserable suffering, I have asked my mum to make an appointment for me at TTSH Eye Clinic(Atrium) for a check up and treatment. I would rather go through the process of pupil-scraping then having a blind left eye forever.

Damn, I am seriously damn damn damn(x infinity) frightened and worried. I hope that nothing is wrong and that the doctor will just diagnosed it as an eye infection which can be treated with mere eye drops. SHIT, I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING GONE WRONG WITH MY EYES! I swear to whichever Higher Beings that I'll do anything reasonable and within my capabilities if nothing is wrong with my eye! PLEASE,GOD!!!